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Tuesday, 29 December 2009

  • LISTEN UP ALL THE OTAKUS！

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f58Ns8go-Ro&feature=player_embedded

    OMG. This is so CREATIVE. Me lubb!!!!

    I read from hwz that this is to promote hk. Any of my imc team mates reading this? what do u think?  lol. The competing team dun do this ok. I chop liao. Now. today. 30dec2009 3:24am . ^^

    Hahahah. but damn lah. First i got a slap from her then she give me the 好人卡。
    wah kaoz... i so beh kan meh!!!! >.<

    ok.. tomorrow i want try again and hopefully i can have happy endding with nami- chan. ^^

    na na na na nami 小姐，等等我。~.~

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Monday, 28 December 2009

  • omg swollen eyelid n bimbo talks!

     








    market jalan jalan look vs trademark look.

    I am very used to thick eye makeup. Even though it looks too over/unnatural.

    Now i am learning gyaru makeup. They are just so nice! More like the fake eyelashes is love! HAHA. But now i dun think my makeup is very vk-ish leh. Is like... casual makeup.

    and i bought my fake underlashes for 3.90!!! 5 pair if i am not wrong....... OMG. SHUANG SI LE!  ^^Y

    My eyelid are swollen again. well. Light  makeup or close to none today again!. But the good thing is, the my crease got deeper and i dun have to use the stickers today. Actually i hope it stays. Like that paste sticker also easier to make it more prominent.

    Babyboy mum once ask him " why ur gal always draw until so dark, is it very expensive?"

    LOL.

    I am not born with big eyes mah. T.T


    ~.~ . Dun look good yeah T.T



    But nowadays also kinda emo. I need to learn how to control my emotions. HAhahah. today is tuesday. So many things not yet done. and my attdence is fucked. for biz law is like 84.4. How ar.  dapao liao. T.T

Sunday, 27 December 2009


  •   completely not thrilled at all.

      My eyelid are swollen again. and i keep pooing.

     I am unstable .

     xoxo

     焦急。不安。恐慌
     以上是我这个星期的感触。
     看到你的简讯后，我不懂该哭还是该笑。
     狂Fainting，又哭又笑。

     你还真是够荒谬的.

     这几晚也睡不好。 吃药-睡觉-恶梦-吃药-睡觉-恶梦。
     
     我还梦到学校里的老师骂我没好好准备Presentation。

     
     我想。。。情情爱爱真是大茶包。
     自少我很肯定我的感受。

     之前都是被爱，这次是去爱。
     真的很不容易。
     
     我常叮咛自己不要当笨女人，
     但是。。。。。。
     如果这一生都没放胆去爱过，岂不是不是白活了吗？

     虽然他出现的不是时候，我也知道接下来的日子不会那么好过。
     有时还是会有随时都会抛弃的感觉。
     可是我就是那么。。。执着。

     不是我不信任他或不相信自己
     只是我想我这个人也太悲观了吧。
     爱是须要勇气和一些无私的盲点。

     I am at the losing end. If i lost this game, i will continue to lose myself in the healing process.
     The key to find your inner self is to lose yourself .

     

     

     

     
     

Tuesday, 22 December 2009

  • how longgg...




    oh mannnnnnnnnn. i have the sudden urge to apply my trademark eye makeup. like how many days no put liaoooooooooo. geez. although i kinda like my thin liquid liner brown shadows n pink blush but i felt that i still prefer black black eyes.

     :(

     last night = crying fit. cant stop cant stop cant fucking stop! gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. 
     my eyes look like shit today loh. like swollen out n in.. terrible!!!!! Cannot even wear contact lens loh.. can imagine how jialat. just foundation highlighter n blusher niaaa. ya. damn lol.

     but at least i felt that the korean kid grandparents kinda like me . lol . :))))))

     Alright, i am thinking of going back jcs. but most prolly they wont allow me to take back advance 1. See how.

     C'mon, stop feeling so negative. :((((((((((

     I think it must be the festive blues. i got it every year. like will damn moody n wtf.
     Every christmas, new yr, cny, national day sure moody n emo one. u ask me why i also dunno how to ans. i noe i am siao zharboh lah. But like depavali , haji n the rest i like indifferent towards it. lol.

     babyboyy come backkkkkk. !

     xoxo